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[Nov. 16th, 2009|06:03 am] |
new Devendra Banhart's "Carmensita" cover version in mymyspace: www.myspace.com/onlililimusic !!
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|08:57 pm] |
well, I never said it, but I actually took my driving licence!! yeahhh and now I need a car...patience, holy science!
I'm back to studying the Golden Dawn again, these days...that proofes once again we live in circles. I do, at least. Golden Dawn seems SO interesting now...let's explore the Universe, let's exploreee |
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[Sep. 12th, 2009|11:05 am] |
today I started driving practice lessons!! BRUM BRRRRRRRUM!! |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2009|08:56 pm] |
hey, I found something I'd never seen and that's left me shocked for days:

Can you believe it? I've loved this man for years like if someone had separated me from him in some past life, ever since I first saw a picture of him and Nefertiti and felt a BEAT amongst beats in my heart that made nonsense at that time, but led to a series of acts and facts that, well...changed everything. For getting better sleep I sometimes imagine myself time-travelling to Akhetaten and learning from them :D and, in meditation works, many times I ask him for guide in some aspects. AND ALL ALONG THIS TIME I've tried to imagine him in a more realistic way only having for reference those later pictures with big big lips, eyes, chin and ears, trying to put that in flesh without a real success because (I believe) they're more artistic and mystic than realistic, those images. and then...this picture appears there, in google images...this bust in Berlin Museum. I have to say now that I see his real face I was really near it in my imaginations...
Looking at this bust feels like he's going to turn his eyes and say "hey, you're there! i was just absort!".
I am ashamed of myself as an Akhenaten lover for not having ever found this bust before...but the joy I feel inside for being able to put a real face to that LOVE and DEVOTION feel is bigger than any other feeling related.
GORGEOUS.
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[Aug. 23rd, 2009|12:44 pm] |

I AM 26!
I'm making mirror experiments lately, following the ISIS techniques. sometimes I believe I might be the host of a ghost, as in the song by Porter. I say it for those depressions towards death and because sometimes there's things that make me cry unexpectedly. cry quite crazily I mean, and it feels as if something inside my chest is stretching and making me shrink and as if I was to be sucked by the floor xD I feel this desperation with things linked with childhood, different kinds of suffering and growing old. and some ancient cultures like, of course, egypt. it's weird, uncomfortable but...very useful on the other hand because when smiles come they are so felt in the inside and I seem to have a good connection with nature thanks to that, something gorgeous.
Having met that bipolar guy I realized it's quite like that, actually, with the great difference that I am so very concient of this all and prepared to evolution on that and keep only the positive thing of the matter. to me it's a phase... (I think and hope xDD)
sometimes I'm also afraid so much going inside my mind might be driving me actually crazy xD It would not be the first time in history, you know...but then...what's the matter with that. as Eric Pearl says in "The Reconection", I'm not quitting the most important thing I've ever discovered because of fear
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[Aug. 20th, 2009|05:14 pm] |
I'm going through a crisis lately due to some unsatisfaction...I waste my time having a job (means: working is a waste of time except for the fact money allows you to do things that make time more worthwhile), I can't find love (means someone with an interest for both espirituality and me), and some other facts... but on the other hand I'm making such great meditation work and I'm so and so happy of feeling I am in the way :D
about love, I've almost given up. I don't even find people atractive anymore. Tried boys. tried girls. tried youngers. tried olders. tried musicians, artists, bipolars, even tried some very common one! no way. They bore me. so material, so estressed, so depressed, so physical, so...drugged...I'm tired of occidentals. Egyptians seem much more interesting now. even other mid-easters. seem friendlier and much more espiritual, even if it's based on religion...the soul is there having spiritual response and the results are somewhat similar. that wonderful feeling of plentiness that makes life more wonderful and problems smaller...shame there's that generalized problem with respect for women. strange thing, I've never understood it. gosh, I think I'm obsessed with egypt. can't quit thinking about it.
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hey :) how long! it's always how long lately I'm concerned about time passing by. I feel older...I believe it's some era like when you are about 6 and realize you're not THAT small anymore. it's hard. and so it's now, but hey, it's wonderful I'm alive to see me growing old :D
mosquitos are attacking me heartlessly
on january I hope to go back to egypt. for true this time. Before I get even older...too old to lose panic to planes, too old to lose panic to travle alone, too olde to forget panic (in favour of some holiday) to radical islamists bombing here and there.
hey, you all have to listen to Porter and Juan Son...he's wonderful 
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[Jun. 2nd, 2009|08:57 am] |
yeahhhhh:
La familia de Tutankamón Egipto presentará en agosto a la familia del faraón Tutankamón (1361-1352 a.C), desconocida hasta ahora, gracias a las pruebas de ADN que se efectuarán en un laboratorio, que permitirán identificar a sus parientes. EFE Tras un año y medio de estudios de la genealogía de los familiares de Tutankamón, el secretario general del Consejo Supremo de Antigüedades, Zahi Hawas, anunció hoy que los resultados de las investigaciones se darán a conocer el próximo agosto.
Hawas hizo el anuncio durante la inauguración de un laboratorio de análisis del ADN en la facultad de Medicina de la Universidad cairota de Qasr el Eini, el segundo en el mundo después del existente en el Museo de El Cairo, especializado en pruebas del código genético de las momias egipcias milenarias.
"No sabemos si Akenatón o Amenhotep III fueron el padre de Tutankamón. Tampoco sabemos si la reina Nefertiti fue su madre, o si la reina Ti fue su madre o su abuela, y por eso, estamos estudiando su familia", explicó el experto egipcio.
Tutankamón, que murió con sólo 19 años, ha pasado a la historia no por los logros de su reinado, sino por ser el único faraón cuya tumba, descubierta en 1922 por el arqueólogo británico Howard Carter, se encontró intacta.
Expertos en arqueología investigan en la actualidad el resultado de las pruebas de ADN de varias momias -que pueden ser de la familia de Tutankamón- realizadas en el laboratorio del museo para compararlo más tarde con los test que se van a hacer en las instalaciones inauguradas hoy.
"Si los resultados de ambas pruebas se parecen, entonces la conclusión científica será correcta cien por cien, pero si hay diferencias, los expertos tendrán que estudiar más", agregó Hawas.
El nuevo laboratorio, que ha costado un millón de dólares, donados por el canal de televisión estadounidense Discovery Channel, permitirá, además, identificar a numerosas momias, algunas de ellas con los brazos pegados al pecho, lo que significa que son de personas que en la antigüedad fueron importantes.
El máximo responsable de las antigüedades en Egipto agregó que en el nuevo laboratorio se podrá conocer si los reyes tienen el mismo ADN que el resto de los mortales o no, "algo que está esperando todo el mundo".
Las pruebas de ADN y la comparación de los resultados emitidos por ambos museos servirán también para conocer las enfermedades que sufrían los antiguos egipcios.
La momia de la reina Hatshepsut, identificada en 2007, ha sido el primer caso en el que se ha empleado en Egipto el análisis del código genético para confirmar la validez del resto de pruebas.
Según explicó la medica Sally Adel a los periodistas en las instalaciones del nuevo laboratorio, el primer paso es hacer un test de ADN de un fragmento de la momia, después de limpiarlo.
Luego, los científicos introducen ese fragmento en una maquina que amplia su magnitud para "leer los datos que dan las pruebas", señaló Adel.
Como último paso, se envían los resultados al laboratorio del Museo de El Cairo para compararlos con sus propias pruebas antes de anunciar algún dato oficial. (noticia de La Opinión de Murcia) |
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[Aug. 30th, 2008|12:22 pm] |
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quit relationship with Jordi. he don't satisfy me and I don't think I satisfy him actually. too much age difference. I miss that post-adolescent light in him. will search me a younger one ^_^ I hope to never lose my one post-adolescent light! besides, I'm in love with the guy working at the Frankfurt just by me home. funny since I am vegetarian. but I'm prepared to drink beer to the tops if needed, just to be able to see his pretty smile. I think my insistence, after 2 months of daily beer is starting to give real fruits.
each night I go out by the sea to watck the stars with my new binoculars and then I seat there at the Frankfurt to make all annotations aobut my astronomic findings. living in la Ràpita is just Great.
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[Aug. 22nd, 2008|11:09 pm] |
August 22, 2008<--- el día en que cumplí 25 años
mola |
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[Aug. 20th, 2008|09:31 am] |
por sorprendente que pueda parecer, tengo aún otra mamarrachada para vosotros.
lo puso uno en una lista de correo, proviene de la página http://www.avani-mehta.com/ me reí un rato y luego me ha dado qué pensar.
Su Shi (1036-1101), también conocido como Su Dongpo, era un ávido estudiante de budismo. a menudo hablabba del budismo con su Maestro Zen Foyin. Vivían cada uno a un lado del río. un día Su Dongpo se sintió inspirado y escribió un poema:
inclino mi cabeza al cielo dentro del cielo rayos como cabellos iluminan el Universo los 8 vientos no pueden moverme sentado quieto sobre el loto dorado los "8 vientos" en el poema se refieren a las fuerzas interpersonales que influencian y rigen los corazones de los hombres en el mundo material (alabanza, ridículo, honor, desgracia, ganancia, pérdida, placer y miseria). Su Dongpo estaba diciendo que había alcanzado tal nivel espiritual que esto no podía afectarle. Impresionado por sí mismo, Su Dongpo envió un sirviente a llevar el poema al Maestro Foyin, seguro de que también quedaría impresionado. Cuando Foyin lo leyó, enseguida vio que era un tributo a Buda y una declaración de refinamiento espiritual. sonriendo, escribió "pedo" en el manuscrito y se lo devolvió a Su Dongpo.
Su Dongpo, esperando cumplidos, al ver "pedo" escrito, entró en cólera: "Cómo se atreve a insultarme así? Ese viejo monje! deberá darme muchas explicaciones!"
indignadísimo, se apresuró a pedir una barca para ir a reclamar una disculpa. pero se encontró la puerta de Foyin cerrada. había una nota para Su Dongpo:
los 8 vientos no pueden moverme pero un pedo me hace salir disparado hasta el otro lado del río
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[Aug. 20th, 2008|09:15 am] |
acabo de leer una cosa que me ha encantado. lo resumo un poco:
POR QUÉ LA GALLINA CRUZÓ LA CARRETERA??? Platón: Por un bien mayor. Karl Marx: era una inevitabilidad histórica. Tomás de Torquemada: dame 10 minutos con la gallina y lo averiguaré. Douglas Adams: Forty-two. Nietzsche: porque si miras demasiado rato la Carretera, la Carretera también te mira. Carl Jung: la confluencia de eventos en el gestalt cultural necesitaba que los individuos gallinas cruzaran carreteras en esta conjunción histórica, por lo que la sincronicidad produjo que esto ocurriera Albert Einstein: si la gallina cruzó la carretera o fue la carretera la que cruzó a la gallina depende del punto de referencia Aristotle: para actualizar su potencial Buddha: si preguntas esto estás negando tu naturaleza de gallina. Salvador Dalí: el pez (xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD) Darwin: era el paso lógico tras bajar de los árboles Epicurus: Por diversión. Ralph Waldo Emerson: No cruzó la carretera, la trascendió Ernest Hemingway: para morir. en la lluvia.. Pirro el Escéptico: qué carretera? la Esfinge: dímelo tú. Camus: la madre de la gallina acababa de morir
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[Aug. 16th, 2008|03:34 pm] |
i want a digital photo camera
QUIERO UNA CÁMARA DE FOTOS DIGITAL!!
he dicho. |
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[Aug. 13th, 2008|06:26 pm] |
Voy a coger el paro. Jordi me hace un contrato de un mes para que así pueda ser. qué guay. sería más guay si me dejara trabajar en la librería con él. but he says it's not good to work in couple. I personally think it's good siempre y cuando te lleves bien ocn la pareja y no tengas miedo de que deje de ser así. siempre y cuando te comportes con ella como cuando estás sin ella (excepto en lo de desnudarse y todo eso, claro xD). en fin, el caso es que no quiere y que todo esto refuerza mi idea de que no somos el uno para el otro. pero se está muy bien con él, así que de momento vy haciendo. el caso es que cogeré el paro. and my thought is to, of course, meditate daily, dedicate myself to mysticism in flesh and Soul and, maybe, if I manage paying everything I owe in time, going (finally!) to Egypt, which I didn't do last february though I already had the plane tickets...
 I am also thinking about moving again. I think I could do that for a life time. meeting new people and new places. enjoying everything...If it don't work with him that's what I'll do. Where would I go first? I guess that Girone, since I've lived in 3 of the 4 main Catalan counties until now, Girona is the one left. then should start cheking Spain.
more on my plans soon :)
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[Aug. 8th, 2008|05:58 pm] |
writing just to write something :) I quit my job at the supermarket last week for I couldn't stand it anymore. sometimes i really think I'm not supposed to live like this. I just don't like working! and since I don't like the way society's making us live: i don't go to discos anymore for i don't like drunk people and nowadays it's all you can find there, i don't like shopping more than I need for it's a waste for our dearest Earth, I don't even like much chatting but about the Universe and the soul and, of course, music, which is like something the soul is made of in part (I believe). so...if I don't enjoy all these things living in society gives to me why on earth do i have to work?! I'll tell you why, because I made the mistake of living like that for two years, when my boyfriend and I moved to Barcelona. I made the mistake of studying something that's not me, for I am a mystic since I was born. I don't mean I am an illuminated, just that everything in my life takes my path towards mysticism so I still wonder why I decided to obviate that. why did I say "let's be sound technicians" when I've been wanting to be a phylosophy teacher since i was 14. why, when everything went quite wrong I didn't want to be realistic and just kept on and on. I needed to ask money to the bank 2 times for of the problems we had. THAT'S why I need to work now. it's something like Karma: it's the price I have to pay for not obeying my soul for 2 years. but let me tell you one something: once I've paid it all I'll think really seriously about not only quit a job but society. |
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so, here i am :)
now I'm living in Sant Carles de la Ràpita, a seaside town in Tarragona. it's wonderful the way people's lives change, ain't it? Today we're here, tomorrow, there, today we think this way and tomorrow we realize we've been through an evolution. that's great.
to make yourself an idea of the kind of life i am having now, i'll say yesterday it was saturday and I worked hard for 10 hours in a supermarket. it's local festivity, so people's been a little crazy on buying food. at 20 past nine in the evening I got home, made myself dinner and ate it and then went for a 3 hourse job as a waitress at a friends' restaurant. it's actually a Tasca, which is some kind of hobbits tabern for Catalans. sleep till 7 and then back to work in another supermarket for a Sunday every month I have to work in the morning too. at two I went home for lunch, then siesta and at 4 met my love Jordi who I'll talk about some other day for having a walk together along with his dog Kenya. 4.30 home and back to siesta until...txa txa txaaaaan: 9.05p.m!! mon dieu!!! I REALLY was tired. then had dinner and another walk with Jordi and Kenya and then I walked myself to the beach where there's not that much of light (if I had a car I'd go to the mountains just outside town, but until I have one I'll have to go to the beach for stargazing) and then again went horizontal for the third time today, but htese time for the skies' night show. shame there are so many clouds tonight. Moon's been dissapeared for days now, wonder where it is ¿? after an hour and a half or so decided it was time to go back home, and here i am once again about to go to sleep. Lucky me I don't work tomorrow!! Besides, sister's coming for some days visit, so I'll have a nice day I hope!
nice to be back in Livejournal
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[Oct. 19th, 2007|10:54 pm] |
me pregunto si conseguiré reunir suficiente dinero para el viaje a Egipto. momento a momento hago todo lo que puedo para gastar lo menos posible. he reducido al mínimo los cafés y, por supuesto, he eliminado los desayunos durante el descanso de trabajo. mi comida de casa es también de lo más barato. fuera las salsas (excepto mayonesa, claro), fuera las conservas, fuera las aptatas fritas y los dulces. adiós a mi idea de volver a beber martini y hola de nuevo a la cervecita. y una o dos por noche, claro, nada de excesos ni de alternarlas con cocacolas, que luego sube la cuenta! en fin, un desastre, y aún así no me llega. cuando no es que hay que comprar aceite se me acaba la tarjeta del metro, y cuando no, un viaje a lleida, o si no una cena a la que no puedo faltar. ahora estoy faltísima de ropa, pero debo aguantar. espero que, al llegar febrero, todos estos esfuerzos tengan un equivalmente en frutos a recoger por las tierras del noreste africano.
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I wonder if I will manage to safe money enough for the trip to Egypt. every moment I do almost all I can to spend the lessest money I can. almost no coffees and, of course, no half-morning breakfast. my food home is the cheapest one too. no more sauces (but maionesa, of course!), no premade food, nor chips nor sweets. good bye to my idea of drinking martini again and hello to beers. and one or two a night, of course, no exceeds nor colas nor anything. NOTHING. and I still dunno I will be able to safe enough! when I don't have to buy olive oil, then I need a new tube ticket, or I have a trip to Lleida, or a dinner out I can't avoid,... right now, for example, I'm really lacking on clothes. everything I have is more and more older and ugly and gray. but I must hold on! and I hope that, when february arrives, all these efforts will appear with an equivalent on fruits to pick up by African North-East. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2007|10:54 pm] |
ECO ENTRADA
bueno, me inscribí en lo del journal ecológico para la fecha de hoy. así que aquí estamos. no sabía qué poner, así que citaré algunas cosas de un libro que leí la semana pasada, que es un poco extremista en algunos puntos, pero en otros está muy muy bien. el libro es de Enric Boada, y se llama "Cuando Morir sea una Fiesta" (xD) título aparte, ahí van esas citas:
**"conocemos miles de años de la historia del animal sabio y demente que somos, miles de años de exploración, descubrimientos y duro aprendizaje. no ignoramos ya las causas y efectos de nuestros errores. la acción humana se ha vuelto demasiado poderosa, acelerada y destructora. ya no podemos esperar. ninguna convención social, ni sistema político, ni hipótesis económica, ni dogma religioso es más importante. al fin y al cabo han sido inventos humanos y pueden, por lo mismo, ser modificados."
**"hay que pasar de la política a la planética"
**"debemos buscar un consumo humano basado únicamente en lo renovable, recuperable y reciclable, tratando la Tierra, no como una propiedad heredada de los antepasados, sino como cedida tempo ralmente en usufructo por los descendientes"
y finalizo con justamente el inicio de este libro tan curioso:
"por fin se ha vuelto urgente lo importante, lo básico y lo elemental. por fin han pasado al primer plano el hambre crónica de más de 800 millones de personas, las superpoblación, que se acerca a 6000 millones, con un crecimiento anual de 80 millones, y la contaminación mortífera de tierras, aguas y aire. el camino que seguimos ya no es el camino de la vida. con la manía de esperar, lograremos que la aventura humana tenga un final tremendamente doloroso. estamos destrozando la vida, el esplendor de la vida, y vida es lo que somos"
nada más. ya sabeis la manera de evitarlo. bombillas de bajo consumo, apagar el monitor del pc y no dejar el ordenador descargando toda la noche. ducha por baño. reciclaje por costumbre, gasto mínimo de materias, cuidado con las marcas que compramos, preferir el animal de granja al de criadero si es para comérnoslo,... en realidad es fácil. hagámoslo y ya. ------------------------------------------------------
well, I inscribed myself in that ecologic journal thing for today. so here we are. I didn't know what to write about, so I'll just write down somethings I read in a book last week. the book is written by Enric Boada, and it's called "when dying becomes a party" (xD) title apart, there it goes:
**"we know thousands of years of history of this wise and crazy animal that we are, thousands of years of exploration, discoberings y hard learning. we don't ignore anymore de causes and effects of our mistakes. human action has become too poewerful, accelerate and distroying. we can't wait anymore. no social convention, nor politic system, nor economics hipotesis, nor religious dogma is more important. in the end, these are human inventions, so they can, actually, be modified."
**"we have to go from politics to planetics"
**"we have to search a human consumism based on what's renovable, recuperable and reciclable, reationg the Earth, not as a property we have inherated from our ancestors, but as it's temporaly ceded to us for we can leave her to our succesors"

I end up precisely with the very beginning of this curious book:
"finally it's become urgent what's important, basic and elemental. finally we have in the first plane the hunger of over 800 millones de personas, the superpoblation, that's near 6000 milions, with an annual growth of 80 millions, and deathly ontamination of water, air and ground. the way we are in is not Life's way anymore. with our stupid mania of waiting, we'll get a really painful end for humankind. we are destroying life, the splendor of life, and life is what we are"
nothing else. you know how to avoid it. actually it's quite easy. let's do it.
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[Oct. 10th, 2007|11:03 pm] |
me encanta esta canción...
y adoro este vídeoclip...
VIVA LA KELLY FAMILY! |
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[Oct. 1st, 2007|11:46 pm] |
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today I bought the connector I was needing for recording guitar (and voice) in the pc. javi took the mac, so I have to go back to acid pro. meh... but well, the main thing is now I can record again, which makes composition a much much much more easy thing!! tomorrow I should be recording something, actually. some days ago I started composing a song about a girl I've called "aurora meldian". it's a quite simple song...if it ends up nice I'll try to upload it here somehow :)
tomorrow I have to go to class also! it will be my first day, though classes started 3 weeks ago (...) I don't think that'll be a problem though.
CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO EGYPT!!!
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bueno...en estos momentos tengo una cuenta en fotolog, una en blogger, una en myspace y, por supuesto, una aquí...y apenas actualizo ninguna! es bastante absurdo, pero de algún modo son un vicio.
hoy he comprado el adaptador que estaba necesitando para grabar la guitarra (y la voz) en el pc. como javi se llevó el Mac, tengo que volver al acid pro. meh... pero bueno, lo más importante es que ahora puedo grabar d enuevo, lo cual hace la composición algo mucho mucho más fácil!! mañana creo que grabaré algo. hace algunos días empecé a componer una canción sobre una chica a la que he llamado "aurora meldian". es una canción bastante simple...si cuando la acabe queda bonita intentaré subirla aquí de algún modo.
mañana además tengo que ir a clase. será mi primer día en las tres semanas que hace que empezó el curso (...) qúé desastre, aunque no croe que sea un problema.
NO PUEDO ESPERAR A IR A EGIPTOOOOOOOOO |
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